Time - Constant or Changing?

and we are back to Square 1! why does life throw you curveballs which bring you back exactly where you started from?? why instill this inability in people to move on in life? why have this persistent need to dredge out the past and relive it again & again?

sometimes...i don't get people! *sigh*

its been 2 years...2 years since a time which was so very different than today...2 years back; you were a major part of my life! vs who you are today...someone who lives in the periphery of my world and whose updates i hear about from other people...my life is so different from what it was 2 yrs back...it has grown larger in these 2 yrs, from the small bubble it was back then! i thot of you this wkend...something some1 said reminded me of u...and despite everything i hope u can find happiness...i really really hope u can move past the bitterness & hurt and find true contentment....thats all i really wish for u!

its been a happening wkend! and an extremely xhausting one! i met a very old friend on friday! who reminded me again of the fact that this blog is still read by people who want nothing better than some gossip on my life to spread further! *sigh* when will people grow up??

anyways the sms guy was also introduced to a few of my friends....it turned out to be a fun night with a lot of dancing that was done! and despite the fact that i did not want to stay out late; we ended up dancing till 4...! there was a loong half drunken conversation that i had with the sms guy post getting home on the phone...and i still have no clue what i want! for now its status quo coz i dont think even he knows wt he wants....i guess we're just gonna take it slow!

sat was P's bday celebration which was fun! it was the first time ive gone for karaoke ever! and despite the group who i am not 100% comfortable with (mainly because i hardly know what to say to these people!) it was a pleasant evening! meeting P is always eventful...we don't meet/ talk for months on end and then during one of these drunken nites we sort of very rapidly very swiftly update each other on happenings that somehow we can only discuss with each other! a different kind of friendship i have with her! :) the party of course ended up in RR again! this time i actually spent the evening dancing with S & two of her new friends who are oh so adorably cute (they are like 22 so i think im allowed to say that!) plus they dance amaaazingly well! i even had a looong conversation with one of the guys post clubbin as we walked to get some water for my ultra parched throat!

by the time sunday rolled about...i think i was dead! its been a while since ive had two big nites in a wkend and it leaves me absolutely xhausted and in no mood to do my chores! which is not a good thing considering im leaving for home in exactly 4 days!!! :D im soooo xcited!!!!

so lots to do for the next few days...packing; some shopping for mom & dad...i have no idea what to get for my lil brother...babe if ur reading this i need suggestions!! i also have plans lined up to meet people everyday for the next few days! its gonna b an insane week!

and next week i will prob be writing from my own bed @ home looking at the beginning of two weeks of bliss! :)

till then - ciao! have a wonderful week!